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Journal Entry: Sat Nov 5, 2011, 1:53 PM
i hate myself

EDIT: Do not feel the need to ask me "why"; Do not waste your time worrying about me either. I'm having a "moment" and this journal is here for personal reasons.
Yes I do actually hate myself right now.
But I'm working on fixing it.

  • Mood: Shame

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~xwolftriggerx Nov 5, 2011  Student General Artist
My advice; when posting something non-descript, instead of posting it on a public place where it makes you look like you're looking for people to give you attention, instead put it in word and comtemplate on it there. A lot of people find it immature to put a journal like this up, people expect more information.

Also, why take it into consideration for the future? Why not take it into consideration now?
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=BrandiMuffin Nov 5, 2011   Digital Artist
I was being sarcastic.

I don't really care if it looks like I'm attention-seeking or not.
If that is what people such as yourself wish to think, then that is your/their own prerogative.
I'm not going to put effort into convincing anyone otherwise.

Obviously if I wanted to go into detail, I would.
I do not.

I made this journal for personal reasons and I do not feel like explaining myself at this time.
Perhaps later on I will do so.
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~xwolftriggerx Nov 5, 2011  Student General Artist
I'm not just going by what I think, I'm also going off of what I see. I see you getting attention, and with this type of journal, makes me think you're looking for it.

Again, if you want to contemplate it for personal reasons ,why not type it up in a word document as so you can look at it in peace? Why not, if you want to post it in public, add details so others can help this contemplation become clear to you? To not go into detail shows a person with a need for attention.
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=BrandiMuffin Nov 5, 2011   Digital Artist
They wouldn't be personal reasons if I told you why. It being on my DA is symbolic for me.
It is my own method of motivation for myself.
You don't understand, and that's fine.
Like I said, feel free to think what you want.
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~Casuallyironicknight Nov 5, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Are we aloud to ask why you hate yourself or would you rather not talk about it Brandi? o^o
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=BrandiMuffin Nov 5, 2011   Digital Artist
I actually and honestly do not want to talk about it. I made this journal so I can look at it and think about to myself why I feel like shit, so I can perhaps do something about it. But there are people who know why.
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~Casuallyironicknight Nov 5, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
That's fine, I completely understand. ^-^ Sometimes people just don't want to talk about it, hehe sometimes it's best not to talk about it TOO much cuz distractions that make you happy are helpful and cheer you up 83 then you can reflect on it later...at least that's what I do XD
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