Bad start. My phone is off for several months. (Can't pay the bill...)
And everything is always going wrong and Im always stressed out.
I hope this will change before we get too deep into the year. I was really hoping for a good one.

Sorry for the lack of updates and artwork, I just can't really draw anything lately with how mierable it's been and what with not having any time for myself or own art when I owe stuff to other people.
Sure I doodle something now and again to keep myself from being crazy but I have dozens of projects on the backburner that I wanted to do that Ill likely never finish cause I just can't cause they aren't as important.


Seems like the more commissions I finish for people, the less time I have to finish for everyone else before things implode, I'm trying guys. Some of my commissions are even private which sucks since I can't post them ANYWHERE, but I did agree to it from the start (which I fully respect, just depressing in retrospect.)


Anyway I hope everyone had a good new year I'm just being emo right now. :<

I can probably post a commission today of something small in a bit.

won my raffle here, the # was 73, congrats, MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Im gonna have to pick the winner after christmas! SORRY I've just been really busy for the holidays. Ill make a journal before new years

I found The Onion of video game news:
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Some of it's pretty funny, just wanted to share!
Also keep in mind that it's all fake.

Soon I will be posting a picture to my gallery, for a raffle. To enter, all you have to do is favorite it (You can remove the favorite after the raffle ends if you wish!)

After some time I will pick a winner by using random.org.

The winner gets to request a drawing of any character, be it their own, someone else's or even of a fandom.

The only rules:

1. It has to be clean art, no porn. Suggestive/cheesecake is fine!
2. You have to be a watcher of mine. If you want to watch me just to get into the contest and unwatch after you win/don't win- that is up to you and I can't really stop you.
3. The drawing will be of only 1 character in a simple background. Complexity is fine. Keep in mind my drawing/art style when requesting. If it seems like something that I don't do- you probably would be better off requesting something else.


Now- yes I do plan to get a lot of my commissions done before Christmas- this is a major goal of mine.
But I'd really like to thank everyone who watches me and favorites my work, and even takes the time to leave short or thought out comments. I even appreciate the "cute!" comments- I really have no complaints when it comes to people taking time out of their day to leave feedback be it constructive or otherwise.

So keep an eye out for the raffle. It should be posted soon, before the end of this month.

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To those of you who celebrate, and just in general- I hope you all have a wonderful day.
I'm thankful today for the ability to eat a warm meal, something so many do not get the luxury of doing.
I'm also thankful for kittens, my boyfriend, video games, internet- and all of my wonderful friends on here and elsewhere<3

OMG, look at what did, it's amazing!

My day was going horrible until I saw this ;w;

I had a friend add me on FB a while back- we were really good friends in high school. He was always the nicest person. We always ate lunch together and talked about video games and TV shows, books, etc. We went to the movies with our other friends sometimes, talked on the phone... he came to my birthday party, he hung out with me before I moved to Oregon. I was excited to be able to reconnect with him.... but unfortunately it didn't happen like that. Any time we interact, it's because he has something to say that's related to controversial topics, like feminism or politics. I've tried having conversations about some of the same things we did in the past, by leaving positive comments and such in relation to the things he posts/shares... but... he never responds.

He only comments when it's something negative.
It's bothersome to me because- he has changed into a completely different person. He's suddenly a sexist media drone. Romney supporter, homophobic...

I'm more sad about this than I should be, I'm probably just going to remove him. But I have so many good memories of the person he used to be, and seeing him turn so sour kinda hurts. :/

Congrats to the winner: The number was 148


Guess the number that I'm thinking of from 1-150 and I'll give you or any account you want a 1 month sub C:

I will be using random.org for the random number.

Only one guess per person per 3 hours. (You can't guess again for 3 hours)

I will respond with "NO" to every wrong guess so you can see which numbers have already been guessed.
If you guess something that has already been guessed I'll tell you and you can try again, and I'll hide your redundant comment so as not to block the flow.

I dreamed that Jake and Cake met up, and fell in love, and Finn was all "DUDE WHAT ABOUT LADY RAINICORN, SHES PREGNANT WITH YOUR RAINBOW PUPPIES" and Jake was like "RELAX MAN ITS COOL NOTHING BAD WILL HAPPEN"
THEN CAKE GETS PREGNANT TOO, WITH CATDOG SLINKIES. AND JAKE IS LIKE "OH MY GLOB WHAT HAVE I DONE" and Lady Rainicorn finds out and starts crying and screaming in Korean and Finn was like "I TOLD YOU MAN, I TOLD YOU"

and I'm not even in my dream.

What the hell, brain.

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gonna work on this ^^

Disappointing.

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I was pleasantly surprised witht his movie. I was expecting something okay- but holy shit it was AMAZING.
If anyone has the chance to see it- PLEASE do, it's a kids movie yes- but more than just that C:

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My username is "Brandi"
If you don't have an account and want to try the game out, It's FREE
Here is my referral link (YES I GET COOL STUFF IF YOU SIGN UP WITH IT AND PLAY!)

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Thanks to everyone who wished me a happy birthday, I really appreciate it! I hope you all have a happy Halloween as well.

As for me, I shall be drinking pumpkin Liqueur with some Vanilla rum C:

"I remember you" - so many feels.
"The Lich" - GAH. NEED SEASON 5 NOW!. >:I


that is all.

Thank you to all who donated, and for your kind words.
We managed to get $101 so far here: [link]
Unfortunately we aren't close to the amount that we needed, and Ashley will have to be cremated instead of buried like my brother wished.
Regardless, this money -IS- helpful. And I greatly appreciate the kindness of you all to help out in this morbid situation.
thank you all so much.