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PROBLEMATIC ART
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When I joined this website I was underage and unfortunately due to having an abusive and neglectful family and no close or caring friends in the physical world i was never stopped of falling prey to pedophiles
When I was 14 I dated a man on Deviantart in his early 20's.
At the time I had no idea how wrong that was.
Every long term relationship I entered after that was with men who sexualized little girls and with age gaps when i was still not mentally an adult.
When I was a little girl I had ignorance and I wasnt feeling how i was being used or manipulated. I was only feeling the closest thing to positive attention from an adult influence I had ever had.
I see this is something i cannot ignore and i cannot allow to continue in my life.
As soon as I can get therapy I will.
Until then I may be purging a lot of art that idealizes child abuse in any form.
I am sorry for any other young girls and artists i have negatively influenced.
I love that so many of you enjoy my work but please always keep an open and critical mind when you come across certain things on the internet.
At 13 and 14 forever romance should be on the back burner for after youve learned to love you for you.
I didnt get that or did not want to get that back then and im hurt real bad. I cant talk about it with anyone.
Please stay safe on the internet yall.
When I was 14 I dated a man on Deviantart in his early 20's.
At the time I had no idea how wrong that was.
Every long term relationship I entered after that was with men who sexualized little girls and with age gaps when i was still not mentally an adult.
When I was a little girl I had ignorance and I wasnt feeling how i was being used or manipulated. I was only feeling the closest thing to positive attention from an adult influence I had ever had.
I see this is something i cannot ignore and i cannot allow to continue in my life.
As soon as I can get therapy I will.
Until then I may be purging a lot of art that idealizes child abuse in any form.
I am sorry for any other young girls and artists i have negatively influenced.
I love that so many of you enjoy my work but please always keep an open and critical mind when you come across certain things on the internet.
At 13 and 14 forever romance should be on the back burner for after youve learned to love you for you.
I didnt get that or did not want to get that back then and im hurt real bad. I cant talk about it with anyone.
Please stay safe on the internet yall.
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